If wishes they did come true would I end up in my shoes?
Started a few years ago guess i dint wanna notice ‘cxept i did
even though y dad told me soI just didn’t wanna see it
I don’t wanna still believe
though I endured that shitty traffic in exchange for a date ride home
Long lost necklace in the yard layers cake under stars
watch me pierce through your heart
Three small words repeated fail when you don’t mean them
forget crawling back with your thoughts
dinner i just wanna throw up
boys leave me in disgust
i just wanna break up (spill my guts)
Thats not really what we discussed
turn me into cold cuts
walk yourself to the bus (you’ll adjust)
marks on the doorframe add up
in my mind there no real structure id call home
thinking now, how could a kid know?
maybe where id pick blueberries and leave polly pockets buried
where we’d watch Bill Nye on big TVs and night time was still scary
How could i lose my sixth sense when there’s no place to stay? I guess it all depends
Nerves focus on yesterday, my heart pounds in past tense
who knew how little we make sense
Cram your thoughts up in the attic
forget that life continues-
there’s nothing traumatic (no issues)
hide how memories make your teeth grit
now you’re feeling nauseous
childhood’s just a bad trip (forget it)
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