(beginning, middle, +end audio is from the 1950's film A Streetcar Named Desire directed by Elia Kazan) !!!!
Take your father’s gun (its hidden in the closet)
shoot rabbits perched on your window
feel the heat within your grip
feel the numbing in your elbow
ask yourself if she was worth it
Won't you skin me let me decorate your wall?
I’d love nothing more than to be worn in fall
would you mind waiting for me to heal?
Will you bury me out in the football field?
Chase her through the field
and feel your ribs enclosing
no sunday could’ve let to this
Hear the crickets start to sing
hear a smile through the door
hear a voice say “you’ve been growing thin”
could you let me listen as the train goes by>
I can see the sweat dripping before you cry
Watch two eyes flicker with doubt
I’m just glad it was your hand that put me down
Don’t you cry
I am not your mother, I am not your lover
and this is your own fault.
You’re alive, is this what you wanted?
To see how i responded? Well now were six feet deep.
(Take your father’s gun its hidden in the closet
shoot rabbits perched on your window)
Could you let me listen as the train goes by?
(Hear the crickets start to sing
hear a smile through the door
hear a voice say “you’ve been growing thin”)
I can see the sweat dripping before you cry
(Would you bury me out in the football field?)
I’m just glad it was your hand that put me down
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